Finally an update on this thing. I'm so horrible at updating this.

Not much to say. Started college. It's interesting. A mix of hard, easy, good, bad. All that fun stuff. ^^

Anyways, went to my first concert ever! It was a Skillet concert and it was so much fun. My favorite band that played there was actually Hawk Nelson. They came on right before the main thing, but Skillet still killed! There was also a band called Decipher Down I think, and The Letter Black. Very cool bands. Hard rock. *puts on cool sunglasses*

Features: Taken from :devfuwa2-kyra: First fifteen people who comment on this journal get a feature but they also have to offer features as well since the idea is not to just get a free one, but to give something as well. ^^

1.
[link] - a very cute picture with what looks like an adorable character. She has great coloring skills. ^_^
[link] - just a beautiful picture that really pops and puts you in the mood for fall.
[link] - Obito is awesome! Cute and mischievious.

2.
[link] - A very cute picture, with great coloring, expressions and posing. ^_^
[link] - It's a sweet beautiful picture, however sad. A great use of color and composition.
[link] - Dino!! Fear the silly puppy! An awesome realistic drawing that can make you melt.

3.
[link] -Intergalatic mercenary Torbin Zix!! A realistic drawing with awesome coloring and you gotta love that smirk.
[link] - Torbin Zix unmasked and causing trouble methinks. Wonderful coloring and expression!
[link] - This was just to cute! An adorable stocking stuffer that I'm sure Santa didn't want to give away.

4.
[link] - a well done TMNT picture drawn in the classic style of Mirage!
[link] -An adorable OC posing for her class picture.
[link] -A well done action shot of Raphael looking for danger and running right towards it.

5.
[link] -someones excited for summer! A little doll who can't wait to hit the beach.
[link] -It's very true.
[link] -quick wit wins the day!

6.
[link] -this is just plain cool.
[link] -it's so pretty!! The sky has flowers!
[link] -a mysterious, beautiful flower.

Clubs:

Taken from journal cause it looked fun.

Your INNER NATIONALITY:

● B R I T I S H ○●

[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win xFactor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell." (BUGGER! XD)
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs. (Emos make me lol XD)
[ ] It's football... not soccer.

Total: 2


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●

[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[ ] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] sometimes you swear without realizing. (in my head and it's not something I'm proud of. )
[ ] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something.

Total: 1


○● I T A L I A N ○●

[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian. (I would say yes but I doubt one phrase I learned on tv counts. XD )
[x] You are under 5'10".
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk a lot with your hands.

Total: 3


○● S P A N I S H ○●

[x] You say member instead of Remember. ((Sometimes))
[ ] You speak Spanish or some. (took two years of spanish and can only remember one stupid phrase! *sulks* )
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.

Total: 3


○● R U S S I A N ○●

[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered. (at times, especially when friends or family could be hurt)
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha. (does Natasha Bedingfield count? She's a pretty good singer.)
[x] You get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 4


○● I R I S H ○●
[ ] You think beer is the best. (never had it, don't think I ever will. *shrugs*)
[x] You have a bad temper. (once again, sometimes, especially when friends or family could get hurt.)
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the colour green.
[x] You have been to a St. Patty's day party. (Yep. When I was a kid. I think me and my friend were supposed to be in the parade, just walking next to a float or something, but we didn't get there in time.)
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland. (No, but I have a family member whose Irish.)
[ ] You have red hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get together always includes drinking and singing.

Total: 3


○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You say nigganukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun. (I'm learning soon though.)
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance. (lol. Nope!)
[ ] You can sing gospel. (No. I'm the person who no one wants to stand next to when they sing cause I'm that bad. )

Total: 2


○● A S I A N ○●

[ ] You have slanty-small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot. (Yes! Especially sticky rice!)
[ ] You are good at math. (I wish.)
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[ ] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: 1


○● G E R M A N ○●

[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good. (YES! HECK YES!)
[ ] You speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you. (Telemarketers are now more annoying than ever. Instead of a life person you just get a voice recording! In terms of calling stupid people though I've tried contacting Congress before but since they were unavailable, they never got back to me.)
[x] You went to Pre-school (That's where I met my soul sister best friend! Of course for awhile we hated each other but that's a different story. )
[ ] You're over 5'2".

Total: 4


○● C A N A D I A N ○●

[x] You like/play/played hockey. (street hockey. Tried to get really into it, but failed.)
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. (sometimes)
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house. (No, but my grandpa used to.)
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: 2


○● A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[/] You're lazy. (I'm not gonna lie, I can be. Especially when it comes to cleaning my room, but when something needs to get done I do it!)
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty. (I don't even know what this means... Oo)
[ ] You don't read. (Are you kidding me? I've had people tell me I read to much!)
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart. (Try living on my family's income even before my grandpa lost his job, and then tell me wal-mart isn't helpful.)
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.

Heck yeah I think this survey is biased. Look, I know this is just for fun but I am so sick of all the anti-American crap I see everyday! Yes, we've made mistakes. Yes, we're a wealthy nation and yes we were founded on Christian principles, but these questions just seems to be making us out to be really stupid hateful people. And about those mistakes we've made? We've fixed them! And we're working to fix the after affects. Plus, we're a pretty young country when you think about it. Less than three hundred years old. Yet we've never had a religious war like they had in Europe, and we've never beheaded any of our leaders. Not to mention, I'm a proud American and Christian who has friends that were transfer students from Korea and no one hated them cause they were foreigners. Yeah, in an entire Christian school. Imagine that. Also I have friends who are not Christians and I care about them just as much as I care about my Christian friends and if I ever saw someone harassing them I'd give that person such a beat down they'd be wearing my knuckle prints for a week!

But you know how to make this survey unbiased? Ask real questions. Like...

Are you independent? (our founding fathers anyone?)
Do you have friends of more than one ethnicity?
Do you love apple pie?
Have you ever played or play baseball?
You have black/red/blonde/brown hair?
You’ve ever visited Washington DC?
You like/need coffee?
You’re tolerant of other people’s ideas even if you don’t agree with them? (just a note, tolerance doesn’t mean keeping your mouth shut or just letting whatever happen and getting run over. It means you don’t act like a jerk and harass anyone, but you can give your opinion if the time and place is right, and you respect what they have to say regardless of agreeing with it.)

Total: 2 and a half


○● B E L G I A N ○●

[x] You grow some small vegetables in the yard. (tomatoes! Ok, technically it's a fruit, but still! Plus I did grow herbs at one time and carrots and corn. I hated growing corn. It was mean!)
[ ] You like french fries.
[x] You think Belgian chocolate rules. (German and Belgian chocolate is the best!)
[ ] You know that the official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] You speak both Dutch and French.
[ ] You like Belgian waffles. ( I don't like waffles much at all.)
[ ] You call a pub or bar a café.
[ ] You fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.
[ ] You drive/own a French or German car.
[x] You have a lot of comments on your government. (Yes. Yes I do. Like...STOP SPENDING MONEY YOU DON'T HAVE! of course they're not listening.)

Total: 3


○● D U T C H ○●

[x] You like the colour orange. (sometimes)
[ ] You are a football enthusiast.
[ ] You often go to 'coffee shops'. (I'm assuming we're not talking starbucks here? Oo)
[ ] You know what is meant by 'coffee shops'. (...No...but like I said I assume we're not talking about a starbucks or even coffee are we?)
[x] You tend to overreact and show your emotions. (sometimes I do. Sometimes I don't. Depends.)
[x] You have a cheerful nature. (Usually.)
[ ] You like the sea. (I like forests better actually. )
[ ] You are good at building handi-work projects. (I wish.)
[ ] You tend to favour the megalomania.

Total: 3


○● A R A B ○●

[x] You are a patriot.
[ ] You say "3ngleezy" instead of "English". (I've never heard anyone pronounce it that way before. huh. *shrugs* )
[ ] You laugh at other accents, especially Egyptian.
[ ] You beckon at things with you forehead or eyes.
[x] You like seafood, especially fish, more than any other type of food. (Heck yes!)
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You have a black hair.
[ ] Your last name starts with " Al " or " bin "
[ ] you like showing off, especially with new cars and clothes.
[ ] You dislike reading. (Once again, people tell me to stop reading! XD )

total: 2

Member of:

Gotten from

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how we met?
4. Tell me a nickname and tell me why you chose it.
5. Describe me in one word?
6. What was your first impression of me?
7. Do you still feel that way about me?
8. What things makes you remember me?
9. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
10. How much do you know me?
11. When was the last time you saw me?
12. Do you always wanted to tell me something and you couldn't?
13. Are you going to write this in your journal and see what I say about you?

Oh, and I am no longer lonely. I just couldn't get the emotion thing to work.

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Ok, so I didn't go to Prom. Thought I was going to go. Then wound up not going. Don't really know how to feel about it, or if I should feel sad, disappointed, apathetic or all of the above. Pretty much all my friends went, so I did miss out on that and the theme was pretty cool, but...well I really didn't feel like going alone. Sounds kinda lame huh? Yeah, but I couldn't help it. I just didn't feel like showing up by myself and not having anyone to dance with or anything. Pretty much that’s how every dance has been for me (which is why I don’t really go to any of them) except for one Sadie Hawkins where I asked a guy. He was awesome. Tried to teach me to waltz and stuff. (I fail at waltzing. ) Another time as a freshman I asked a guy to homecoming but that...well lets just say he was more interested it seemed in hanging out with the cool guys than actually dancing with me. So pretty much throughout my entire high school career I have never ever been asked out to a dance. Even as a friend. Makes me feel kinda pathetic ya know? Like I just got kicked in the teeth or something. The worst part is that every valentines day I’d get something in my locker. It’s been happening for years and I figured that even if they didn’t say anything up until now, they might at least ask me to Senior prom.

But they didn’t. And I don’t want to disvalue what they did, but it kinda feels like a big joke in a way.

Anyways, for my friends that did go, I’m really happy for them and they went with great guys who are also some of my friends. Good thing to. Cause if the guys that had asked them had been jerks or I didn’t trust, we would have had a little talk about how if my friends were hurt, not only would they be walking funny, but after I broke their femur they’d be lucky to move.

I did have fun lat night though. I hung out with the family, and got all fixed up and went to a cool restaurant. My brother set it up cause he knew I was bummed out.

That was another thing. I couldn’t actually find a dress that looked good whatsoever. Maybe I didn’t look hard enough but I couldn’t really put myself through that whole clothes shopping experience. Personally, shopping for clothes has always been a personal hell for me. *sigh*

I guess the main purpose of this journal isn't really to mope but to explain to my friends who know me in real life why I wasn’t there so I don’t have to do it on Monday. I just don’t think I could do it then or even over the phone where I might loose control. So if the subject comes up, I’ll pretty much avoid it with simply saying ‘Something came up, or I didn’t really wanna go’. Instead of going into details. But if you do read this and know me in real life, please, please, please, please, don’t feel like you can’t talk about Prom and what happened and stuff while around me and such. I’m not that sensitive about it. Just, don’t ask me why I didn’t go. Please. Cause I won’t give you a straight answer. Not at school. I just don’t think I can do it.

So yeah. Umm...that’s all I guess.

Let's try again.

Cause I wanted to do one.

+ What's your character's name? +
Baccari


+ How old is (s)he? +
In TMNT-U, around 19/20. In the regular universe I would say either 25 or a bit older.

+ Is your OC a boy or girl? +
Girl

+ What's his/her race? +
Human. As for ethnicity, Irish with some Latin American roots.

>> Appearance

+ If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? +
Unless she started cackling evily, or started talking to herself, not many.

+ Is your character considered normal in his/her own world? +
Yep. Her occupation however really isn't, but more it's like it's just something people like to ignore exists.

+ What would be his most recognizable feature(s)? +
Hair. She has very short spiky hair in a fohawk. Though at the same time I might think her eyes. They carry a very twisted look not easily forgotten.

+ Would you consider your OC as attractive? +
I would say she's pretty.


> Personality <

+ Temper? +
Nope. Hardly has one as all. If anything I would call her temper somewhat more of a snippy reaction to something or one where she falls back into mocking people with the intent to annoy/hurt. But it's more just her bantering than her actually being angry with someone.

+ Does your character ever get depressed? +
Sometimes, but those times usually don't last long. She has a problem connecting and staying connected with reality, kinda distances herself in a sense, but when she reconnects, if she really, really thinks about what she does, she might feel sad. And then two seconds later she'd kill again.

+ Leader or Follower? +
Both. She'll follow directions given her and knows how to react to a superior, like an employer, but if she had to lead others into a fight, I think she could. More though I think she just does a good job with self government and control.

+ What is the main aspect of his personality? +
Disfunctional. I wouldn't say she's particularly evil, she doesn't kill for pleasure, but at the same time she has a very skewed view of right and wrong. She doesn't mind hurting people if she's told or paid to. Doesn't really think about the families or anything. So I would say she's probably sociopathic (I believe that's the correct term) on some level.

>> History

+ Does your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive? +
Yep. A mom, dad and brother. Her parents are still alive, but her brother was killed at a young age, though she never found out about it.

+ Has he encountered any traumatizing events? +
Depends. She did encounter what some would consider traumatizing, but with her personality and also how she was raised through those events, she might look back and see them as little more than past events. She might even look on with a certain fondness of some memories because they helped shape who she is now. To many details though I can't give out now, but she, along with others from where she grew up, were forced into a pretty horrible situation.


+ What was probably the best time in his life so far? +
Working for Hun. He gives her really interesting assignments and the turtles have fun minds for her to mess with. All in all, it's like a game for her.

> Romance <

+ Single? +
Yep.

+ Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? +
Nope.

+ Virgin? +
Yes.

+ Does your character like flirting? +
Some of her banter might be considered flirty, but she doesn't intend for it to be. If anything she's just trying to distract someone from the fight by talking.

>> Symbolism

+ What animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!) +
A porcupine. Don't ask me why. I just think she'd be a porcupine. Probably because of their spikes and her hair. Yeah, that's it.

+Musical Instrument+
Cymbals. She likes to make worlds crash.

+ Element? +
Earth. Rock solid and very hard to move or rattle. Also when she starts fighting, ie an earthquake, problems will ensue.

+Planet+
Pluto. Unreachable, dark, underestimated. But it's still awesome!

+ Do you draw your character? +
Yep.

+ Do you write about them? +
Starting to.

+ Do you use him in any RPs? +
Not really, but I've never really tried.

+What other ways have you appreciated your character+
I've done a comic page of her.


>> RANDOMIZE!

+ Is your character wanted for anything? +
By governments for murder, and an association. Some criminals for knowing their faces and working for their enemies.

+ What are three weaknesses in him/her? +
1. Her detached personality. Good for what she does. Bad for making contacts and talking to people.
2. Bones on her left side are weaker and easier to break.
3. She has moments where she does black out.

+Strengths? +
1. Hard to beat in combat.
2. Very cunning and intelligent. Mostly in science.
3. Gets the job done. She's hired for her services and has her reputation because she gets what's needed or asked done. No emotions get involved, no need for vengence or even a want to look back at past deeds follows her.

+ What's one quirk about your OC? +
She talks to her weapons. I'm not kidding. She'll have a fullblown conversation with her scythe. -_-


+ Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)? +
Tried smoking once, but it made her sick.

+ Does your character have any phobias? +
Hmmm...I actually don't think so. Not that this is totally a good thing, but because she's so emotionally detached from the world, she has a hard time being scared by it. Also, what happened when she was little ties into this somewhat. Or at least it definately didn't help her gain sanity.

+ What could you do to get them into a blind rage? +
Double cross them. That's the one thing that could probably really, really make her flip and betray you. Once you hire her, she's your soldier. She'll do what you say, but if you try to play her like she's an idiot, she'll work to turn every table she can on you. Then laugh.

+ Does your OC like chickens? +
Sure. She thinks their funny running around without their heads.

>The Final Question<

+ What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like? +
I would say...interesting. So far I haven't known her long enough to say what kind of relationship we really have other than just exploring. I'm still trying to put her together the best I can and she's still trying on different roles in my mind. So it's a work in progress for us both, but I think we're getting to a point where we trust each other. I like her as a character, and she's ok with me as a writer.